Adventure.
Nightmare.
Exactly what you make it.
Sometimes when I finally have a moment to look back at the last two months of my life the only words that come to mind are
Holy. Crap.
Let's look at a snapshot of my life in January: Part time school, stable job that I hated, in a relationship that was fun but not all that promising. Excited about school and life. Solid plans, nothing crazy happening at all.
Snapshot from February: hating school. New job that was not delivering all that was promised and was shady at best. Unhappy in previously mentioned relationship. All plans and hopes set on running away from life and moving to California for an indefinite amount of time. Mild chaos, but manageable.
Snapshot from the last two weeks: finals week, fired from previous job with zero warning and zero explanation, failed finance midterm, in a new relationship that is moving forward and progressing and all I ever wanted, California dream crushed, future life plans 100% up in the air. Complete madness.
I'm sure by this point you are asking some small questions. Like how did I get fired? What am I doing now? Why did you want to run away in the first place?
I still don't have answers for any of those questions. But despite the chaos and the uncertainty I am HAPPY. because happiness in no way depends upon your circumstances.
Xo,
Car
